Friday, September 30, 2005

three blind mice

I just want to say.....

I wanna fly like an eagle, to the sea"

hahahahaha!!!!!

there's darkness in my skin,
my covers wearing thin, I believe.
I'd love to start again,
go back to innocent, and never leave.

don't give up now,
a break in the clouds,
we could be found.

and there's nothing wrong with me,
it's just that I believe things could get better,
and there's nothing wrong with love,
I think it's just enough to believe.

don't give up now
a break in the clouds
we could be found

rescue is coming
rescue is coming
rescue is coming

and there's nothing wrong with you,
and there's nothing left to do, but believe in something bigger.
and there's nothing wrong with love,
i know it's just enough to believe.

don't give up now
a break in the clouds
we could be found

rescue is coming
rescue is coming
rescue is coming

David Crowder-Rescue is Coming


ahahaha. I don't officially have songs of the week, but if I did, this would be the one.
I diggst it. haha.

Ok.

Hahaha.

"I saw sparks"

haha.

I must stop for now.

No one is around...

..............................Hello? ...........................Anybody on? ...................... DANG!!!!! Haha. Just that neuroperson filling up everybody's blogs with comments, and some atticus finch guy: hoser. Oh well. hahaha. Somebody please come on. Not that I'll be bored for long because I just got a job and I start monday, so now maybe I'll just be doing the long-drawn out posts like Lorraine. hahaha. none for days....... naw. I'll keep it up. But could someone come on IM, because I wanna have something to do. haha.

I am not talking

I am typing. Obviously. I don't really know why I'm posting this because I have to go out in ten minutes, and was planning on doing a nice long post when I got back.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

here

Mémoires-

Little snow flakes softly falling,
Boiling water on the stove,
Flashing stars are swiftly sailing,
Through that black abyss above.
Oh, how all these days are passing,
Blurry echoes of the past,
And though the moon is kindly waiting,
I know that none of this will last.

Raindrops tapping on my window,
Spring’s own rhythm, quick and new,
And wild winds begin to blow,
To make me think of things I knew,
Those mémoires of a time now past,
Those images I cling to still,
Those broken shards fading so fast,
But I can’t stop it with my will.

Now comes Summer, warm and free,
It’s flowers bloom, and rivers run,
They lull me to a waking sleep,
Wandering heedlessly in the Sun.
But when the days begin to shorten,
And the leaves begin to fall,
I find my memories are broken,
All are lost behind Time’s wall.

Now the leaves are gently falling,
In an orange and golden hue,
Slowly Summer’s warmth is fading,
Slow it down and watch the view.
If only I could take a picture,
Capture all the bright array,
Freeze it in the depths of time where,
It might never fade away.

I have a wee bit too much time on my hands. Don't you hate it when you have good memories of something, then they begin to fade. Slowly at first, then for a while you get distracted by something else, but when it's over, you try to remember again, and they're all gone. Once things go by they don't come back. I guess that's the way it is with time, but I don't particularly like it.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

wanting to post something long, and having not the time enough to do so.

I'm sorry, but this will be a short post. I would like more ideas of things to write about if any of you would oblige (starbuck, your idea was very good, but I don't have quite enough time right now to tell that wonderful story. Maybe tomorrow or some other time.) For now you must all be content with these questions and thoughts.

For betty: Still sick? Yeah that J.R.R poem is one of my favorites as well.
For lorraine: When will you post? I post even though I don't have any time either...... OK. My conscience is screaming at me for that one. Sorry. i might have had a little time today.....ouch!!!!! ok a lot.
For taylor: If he even reads this. I think it would be best to send those clips over AIM. I'll tell you a good time tomorrow.
For kara: I think you should stop whining about watching movies under a blue laundry basket. I made a "Swallowed in the Sea" music video today. I had a little too much time on my hands. I hear you like that song.
For anyone else whom I have no questions or thoughts for: Ask yourself a question. Then answer it.

Ok? good?

The sun may shine upon some hill,
Where merry flowers grow,
Where meadows of a greenish tone,
Run on as tides that flow.
Or maybe in a brighter place,
The stars still shed their glow,
The sun may shine undimmed or masked,
By clouds that cover me now.

It's raining. It will be tomorrow. And the next day. And the next week.There. FINE> That's my post. goodnight, eh? And can someone actually comment on this one.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE DUMB MAGNETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I could get the right ones.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Finding everything I ever need, by giving up, gaining everything. Falling for You for eternity, right here at your feet, where I wanna be. I am Yours. "

Davy Crowder

Good egg.

OHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I was going to end back up there.

"REEEEEEEEEEESCUE IS COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Davy.

Goodnight.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a long, wonderful post here......then I accidentally deleted it. Ohhhh......I'm such an idiot........TU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yessssssss!!!!
OK. I'm better. Actually thanks to an email and some really nasty/corny nicknames, I have been laughing a lot today. HAHAJAJAHEEJAAHEEHAHA!!!!!!!! wonderful. excellent. Eat dark chocolate. just in small portions. SMALL portions. HAHA. That was a bit backwards. I made the word small big. hahahahahaha. I am really a hoser. I want to go take a walk to the woods and find a bear and give him a good game. hahahahaha. JAJAJAJAJA> Very good idea. Very good. Ok. Here's my idea. You people tell me what you want me to write about on the blog, and I'll pick the best idea( or the only one I know anything about) and write about it. OK? good. because as you can see I can't think clearly at this time of night, and need some guide for my writing.

Who here as read any Augustine? Good, eh? Darn good stuff.

"the heart can find no rest until it find's it's rest in Thee"
Augustine.

Prone to wander Lord I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love,
Take my heart Lord, take and seal it,
Seal it for thy courts above.

Crowder.

and this one is for the sick Betty, since the apples didn't work:

Though here at journey's end I lie,
In darkness buried deep,
Beyond all towers, strong and high,
Beyond all mountains steep,
Above all shadows rides the sun,
And stars forever dwell,
I will not say the day is done,
Nor bid the stars farewell.

Tolkien.

Thanks all writers that are far more skilled than I.


Goodnight.

Monday, September 26, 2005

I like to stuff stuff with stuff

I went to a guitar lesson tonight, and have to learn the Tab for Memmingin, an eery sounding classical piece by a retired Rock Star. Sweet. But Hard. Dang Tabs are hard. I also learnt a bunch of other bunk that none of you will care about. Tomorrow holds nothing for me so far as I know, so if any of you would care to talk, I would be obliged to oblige you. haahahaha. I couldn't start work on Wireless Electricity today because I couldn't find enough magnets at any stores around here. I need at least ten. But Fifteen would be the preference. I have nothing else to do tomorrow. NOTHING!!!!! For all of you who have regular, scheduled lives, be grateful. That's all I'll say. When one starts wishing they were in school again, they know that there is something wrong.

"Welcome to the real world he said to me"
No Such Thing- John Mayer

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
No such thing as the real world.
HAHAHAHAHA

Goodnight.
Betty the stars are ridiculously bright here, but we're supposed to have rain for the next two weeks, so don't move if you'll be disappointed. And get well, eh?

Goodnight all.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Well I went to Narnia yesterday, and got some apples for beaver betty, and KA. It was a little creepy going into the garden, because it was really quiet, and I got the feeling that there was a witch around somewhere, but I never saw one. The apples are now being shipped down south. HAHAHA. They are supposed to work pretty good. I got back this morning just in time for church. HAHAHAHA.

oh I post such incredible bunk. Ja Ja Ja Ja. I wish I could write something of some significance. But I can't. I'm just crazy. The old thinker is a bit rusty. I'm sorry. Please forgive my unthinkfulness. OH STINK! I don't think that is a word. But I'm not sure. I AM INSANE. I'm sorry. It is so sad. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT WHEN I LOOK AT THE STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARS
WHEN I LOOK AT THE STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARS
WHEN I LOOK AT THE STAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARS
I FEEL MORE LIKE MYSELF>>>>>>>>>

haha. jaja. Hee Hee.

Landon, I am pink for a reason. Don't diss it.
HAHAHA. I can't remember the reason right now for some reason though. If anyone knows, can they remind me?

Have a good night. Go to neverland. Look at how bright the stars are there.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

The beetles crawled across the road.

Last night was great in Neverland. Me and Pete went and visited the Indians, then I headed back to the Hotel, enjoyed a most refreshing sleep (which might have had something to do with that funny tasting drink the Indians gave me), then woke up this morning and watched Manchester United get taken out by Blackburn. Pete was going for Blackburn, but I'm more of a Man U fan myself, so I was a little crushed that they lost, but I have to admit, Blackburn's winning goal was a beauty.

After that I went and had lunch with one of the Pirates, I believe his name was Smee, but I'm not certain. He was a short, round little thing, and actually rather amiable for a pirate. We had fish and chips, even though I don't really like fish, and talked about the economic state of Neverland, and which industries are currently thriving and so on. It may surprise you, but actually one of Neverland's biggest industries is the export of their Cigars, which I have heard better even their Cuban rivals.

It is a nice place, even just to look up and see the stars at night, for they are far brighter here than in the normal world. And the jungle is so dense, and wet, and warm, that it gives a nice South American rainforest feel. Ahhh. Neverland. Come visit sometime.

Friday, September 23, 2005

my recent and ongoing vacation

I am currently posting from Neverland. Yeah, the same place as in Peter Pan. Actually Pete's right here, and he says hi. The Lost Boy's are currently lost, and nobody knows where they are so they won't say hi. haha. Feels pretty good. In fact I don't feel any older than when I got here a few hours ago. But I should tell you about the trip. It was rather difficult to find a ticket, and I ended up having to buy them online, at ticketstostrangeplaces.com. They were actually cheaper than I expected, so I had enough left in the budget to buy a magic carpet on the way. The first thing I noticed when I got there was that Captain Hook is not as tall as he looks in the movies. Actually he is only about 5.8. Not that tall at all. And not so violent either. We had a good talk, over some coffee, which by the way tastes far better here, than it does in the real world. Much sweeter, and less coffee tasting. hahahahahahaha. The Captain was quite civil, and though he asked me to join his side, he did not mind that I took Pete's side. The thing that neither of them would tell me is why the dispute began, and what it was all about, so I can't clear that point up.

Well, that's all the time I have right now. Thank goodness they are up with technology here, and they have wireless internet, or else I would really be up a tree with the whole blog stuff. Ok. Pete wants to show me where the Indians live, and says that we might not be back till later tonight, so comment lots about my insanity, and maybe I'll correct you later.


HAHAHAHAHAHA

JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA

Hee Hee Hee Hee

"Then I look at the staaaaaaaaaaaarrrssss,
Then I look at the staaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrssssssss!!!!!!!"

they are so bright here.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Oh Wat.

What day is it?
What time is it?
Is is Saturday?
Or Friday, April 19/ 1942 ?
I don;t know.

Snow Flakes

"Snow flakes are falling,
I'll catch them in my haaaaaaands"

David Gray-Slow Motion

weird song. but good.

I just got home from getting a slurpee. They had no pink straws. I got a blue one. It wasn't all that interesting of a trip, except that I had a vague suspicion that as I walked across the road a car turned behind me, and was maybe a few feet from taking me out. haha. Gotta love near death experiences. Needless to say I made a rather dramatic leap forward, and avoided being taken away. Not that that would be a bad thing. But my reaction was a bit too quick, so I'm guessing this wasn't the planned time. hahaha. Or maybe it wasn't as close as it felt, who knows? My back was turned most of the way, so I didn't see that much, just enough to think I needed to scoot. Ahh. God is merciful. Willing to give me a while more, to bring His name some glory in Heaven and on Earth. WOW. And it's not like he needs us either. Especially not me.

CANADIANS DRIVE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

OK

This seems to be a good place to transition to another topic. How about............belts. hahahahaha. So random.
I am thankful to whoever invented the belt. It would be a great pain if one had to try on tons of different pants whenever they went shopping, just to find the EXACT size. I mean it's good to be close, but hey, leave a little room for if you don't go to the gym for a few weeks. jajajajajajajaja. It would greatly lengthen shopping time. Which the girls would like, but the guys would be in agony.

SO WHOEVER INVENTED BELTS: THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Lasers, and Hamlet.

Who has read Hamlet? Good, eh? I just thought I should tell you all that I am Horatio. I wasn't trying to trick anyone, but if anyone doesn't know, now you do, and it took you a while. hahahaha. "Mark him Horatio!!!!"////////"There's something rotten in the state of Denmark" hahahahahahaha. Do you all remember ray ho? I know Kara does, but I might have to call him Uncle Don for her to recall. hahahaha. It was his birthday today, so we went and played Laser Tag. Do you have that in the States? I have always thought of it as very childish, but I was surprised to find that it was extremely fun. hahaha. I don't really know why. What I really want to do is to play paintball.


My stomach is no longer feeling sick, but now my throat is, and I will most likely awake tomorrow to find that my voice has packed it's bags and left. I have only really lost my voice once, and it was pretty cool. hahaha.

I have posted a lot today, so I don't mind that this one is short. But I want to end with one final note of interest to one of you:


I
WILL
WIN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard,
Oh take me back to the staaaaaart"

Coldplay-Scientist

Sickness.

I have heard a lot of people saying that they're sick today. I don't know why, but I am beginning to feel sick as well. i don't know if it is real, or if it is something that I read about somewhere. Something about if you think about something enough, or think you might have it, then you will actually get it. Something crazy in the brain I guess. Par example, I was thinking I felt a little sick this morning, but after I heard about all you sick folk, I actually started to feel worse, and worse. Weird. Sickness is alright though. I don't really mind it most of the time. Unless it is really bad. Most of the time it is just moderate. Right now it is hardly even noticeable. Just a wee li'tle groanin' in me stomach. That was for Betty (the Beaver???) because she said that Irish accents were funny. haha. Very much so. I hope my Irish accent is as convincing as my Southern Draaaaawll. HA. I am a hoser. A HOSER>

SUCH A HOSER>

Sorry so short.
Maybe I'll post more later.

I want to tell you......

haha. random title. hahaha. This seems to be a common occurance here. dang. I don't know how to spell occurance. And the nasty red line is under it and it will drive me crazy if I leave it there. One second.......Occurrence. haha. good. Some of you know that I have spelling issues.....hahaha. it is 9:00 here. or somewhere around there, and I have a bunch of stuff to do. I have to............. OK. There really isn't anything that I have to do, but hey, thats alright. On day I whine about having too much to do, and the next I whine because I don't have enough to do. Well, I'm not whining right now. ahhh. I wish someone would come on AIM. Not even Joby is on, and that practically never happens................Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaa. Hee Hee Hee. Wow, haven't done that in a while. Ummmmmm. Where was I.......oh yes, Aim. I feel like talking......... or typing at the very least. Hey, does anyone have a video camera? Cause we could have a video chat. A webcam would work too. haha. That would be killer fun. Crazy fun. Or else I could just eat some Florida grown Oranges, and type to someone. Doesn't matter that much.



If anyone can read what I've just written, hats off to you, because that's the messiest, nastiest (ooo, the grammars gettin even better), mostest disgustingest piece of writing ever written. hahaha. My brain isn't really working right now. Must be a lack of thinking. HAha. It has slipped into a bit of a coma. haha. well, I'm going to stop before this gets any worser. hahahahaha. ANd someone please come on AIM!!!! ( Actually I'm just joking, you don't have to)

Au Revoir.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Roads go ever on and on.

random title. haha. Anyone know what book it's from? ? ? ? ? Eh? Tell me if you do. HAHA. Books actually, because it is in more than just one. Hmm. Well lets see. I did not get rear-ended by any deaf guys, so I guess that makes my post less interesting than some of the other ones that are floating around the blog world, but I'll at least do my best to keep it interesting.

Yesterday afternoon, I went out and learned how to drive standard. It is a lot more interesting than Automatic. And actually, it must be purely by God's mercy that I didn't rear-end anyone. HAHAHA. After that I went and got some new guitar strings, then I went to a guitar lesson, in which I learned some crazy sweet chords. Then came home watched josh shred some pants. It was so funny that we made a twenty minute long documentary about Josh wearing them while taking back some movies we rented, dang it was funny. haha. Then we came home and edited it. Scary stuff. But funny. Almost as scary as Magical Trevor, but funny at the same time. hahahahaha.

Today I went to the dentist to (unhappily) discover that my wisdom teeth need to be taken out. Ouch. Dang. I don't like dentists. Not the actual people. Just the stuff they do to you. But they are certainly a means of God's grace, because I would not like to live my life with rotting teeth, or too many teeth.

Well. Can anyone tell me where the title of this post came from??????? Come on. Here's the rest of it......

Roads go ever on and on,
Over rock, and under tree,
By caves where never sun has shone,
By streams that never find the sea,
Over snow, by winter sown,
And through the merry flowers of June,
Over grass, and over stone,
And under mountains in the moon.

Roads go ever on and on,
Under cloud and under stars,
Yet feet that wandering have gone,
Turn at last to home afar,
Eyes that fire and sword have seen,
And horror in the halls of stone,
Look at last on meadows green,
And trees and hills they long have known.

Come on. Some one has to know. The author was known for is fiction, but I don't think that he gets enough credit for his poetry, which is sprinkled into his books.

Wow. My brother is a good guy. He just brought me a slurpee home. And I didn't even ask for it. Thanks Joshy. He even made it the way I always do. 7UP, with a pink straw. hahaha. So kiddish. But I like my slurpees. hahahaha. I'm sure none of you can associate yourselves with such things. hahaha

Ok. Out.

Monday, September 19, 2005

Oooooooooooooooh Oohhhhhhh OOOOOOOhhhh

Random title. hahahaha. wow. It's been a while since I posted. Thanks for not going on and telling me to though. HAHAHA. Because I've wanted to, but have always lacked time.The other night after I posted "SAVE THE WHEEL", I went to a football game, and got back pretty late. The next day I was doing something all day that prevented me from posting, I just can't remember what it was. Then I wanted to post last night, after writing a song, but that small whispering voice of wisdom (which doesn't whisper to me that often) said that sleep would be more beneficial. And now, all day today I have had the computer for only about five minutes, so posting was a bit of a challenge. There. That's my excuse. A lame one.

I don't have that much to say because as I previously said, I don't remember anything that happened this week before Sunday. As Kara knows, this is because most likely I did nothing worth cluttering up my memory with. HAAHAHA. So...... on Sunday I mixed alone for the first time (on a Sunday at least, as some of the Eteamers may recall, I was mixing alone at the fun fair), and it sounded ok. So that was good. We did a few songs that I really liked, so that also helped. It's easier to mix when you have a good idea of what you want the songs to sound like. Ummm. I haven't done anything today except eat, play guitar, and edit. But tonight I have a guitar lesson, and I broke my guitar strings the other day, so I have to go get some new ones. And that is all that is going on here. I wish it was night time. Actually, I wish it was nighttime, I wish it was -20 degrees (celcius), and I wish we were having a blizzard. Then I would go for a walk in the snow. Maybe I would film something too. Snow looks cool at night.

Sometimes you can't make it,
Best you can do is to fake it,
Sometimes you can't make it on your oooooooooown!!!!!!!!"

Ahhh, Bono, I dig that song.

And I wanna live in a woulden hause."

HAHAHAHA

Where makin more frends wood bi iise"

HAHAHAHAH

I'm having a good time right now.

You cut me down a treeeee,
and brought it back to meeeee,
and that's what made me seeeee,
where I was going wrong.
You put me on a sheeeeeelf,
and kept me for yourseeeeelf,
i can only blame myseeeeeelf,
You can only blame me.
And I could write a sooooong,
A hundred miles loooooooong,
Well that's where I beloooong,
And you belong with me,
Not swallowed in the sea.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I wish I could write a song a hundred miles long.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

ok.
I'll stop.

"Geslikt niet in het overzees"

Goodday.

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Save The Wheel.

SAVE THE WHEEL!!!!!!!! FORGET REINVENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEW ATTITUDE 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

savethewheel.com

HAHAHAHA. Gotta love how we're promoting this.
SAVE THE WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, September 16, 2005

a bit of random thought

I dream of high clouds
Flushed with the light of daybreak
I'm gonna dive in
To water so cold it makes your bones ache

Fingers, knees and knuckles scraped
All of the rubbish heaped
A piece of cardboard taped
Up where the bedroom window pane used to be
From here you can almost
From here you can almost see the sea

David Gray- From here you can almost see the sea. (well, part of it)

HAHA. That was the first random thought. I feel like swimming, but the water (and the air temperature) here is very cold. Very cold. Too cold. You southerners would freeze. I would probably manage to get out, but then with the icy breeze blowing I would have a heart attack and die. HAHAHA. So I'm not going to swim. I just wish I could.

Second random thought: Why are different types of apples different colours? (take note of the canadian spelling of "colour")

Third random thought: Should I grow my hair out again, or should I stay bald.

Fourth random thought: Why do we make cookies round? Why not square?

Fifth random thought: I really felt like chatting today, but hardly anyone was around. I think that I'm going to fly down to Texas tomorrow morning, have a talk with ricky (is he back yet? cause if not, I'll scrap El Paso. HAHAHA), then hop on a plane to Orlando, have a good face to face, chat with all you Floridians, then jump onto one more plane, fly up to Virginia see my Gallo friends up there, then grab a red eye flight back home, sleep all the way, and go to church the next morning. HAHAHA

Sixth random thought: Do oranges grow in Florida? I really love oranges. They're probably my favorite fruit.

Seventh random thought: LOOK AT THE STARS!

Eighth random thought: Why do the different poles of a magnet push away from each other. Some things I won't ever understand.


Goodnight. Not that I'm going to sleep yet, it's only 8:00.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

The Limits of Knowledge

Where does human knowledge reach it's end? At some point we may learn to examine the smallest specks of dust with a microscope, or the furthest stars in the universe with a telescope, for technology itself is ever growing, and so far no one knows it's limit. But the greater question is: Does knowledge itself have an end? Do the depths of the human mind have a bottom? Is knowledge infinite as many would say, or are there boundaries?

I don't really side with either opinion, but rather side with both. Human knowledge is to a point infinite. But if it is only infinite to a point, then it isn't technically infinite is it? Well, in a way it is. It is like the universe, which to our knowledge is infinite, yet we believe that God is beyond even the universe, and therefore the universe must have an end. So in a rather inexplicable way human knowledge is infinite within the bounds of what God reveals. Since God himself is in all respects infinite, the regions that He can reveal to our knowledge are in a similar way infinite, yet within boundaries that He himself has set and maintained. Regions beyond the infinite, and into the regions of the incomprehensible. We cannot comprehend God, for instance. He has revealed small portions of His character, into which we may delve into for ten thousand years and begin to comprehend in our own human way, but we can never fully understand or grasp just Who He is. He is inexplicable, unexplainable, God, and we can never know Him beyond what He graciously wills to reveal to us. So I would say that Human knowledge is infinite within the bounds that God reveals, and can be infinite within those bounds because God is in all respects infinite, therefore the things that He can reveal to us go on and on, deeper and deeper, and we will never find the end, unless He chooses to halt us.

Well, that's my opinion on the matter anyways. Quite possibly not the right one, though, so if anyone has any complaints tell me. HAHAHA.


AHHHHHHHH. Yikes I'm tired. It's 1:18AM, and I wrote this while watching "The Manchurian Candidate" which is a really weird film, so that might be the reason if you think that none of the earlier paragraph makes sense.

Dang! That last sentence had horrible grammar, sentence structure, and practically everything else you learn not to do in English 12!!!! I need sleep. Sleep is a gift. And I'm going to enjoy it, and thank the Giver for it.

Thanks, Lorraine for the interesting post idea, I felt like writing a paper. I miss school.

Goodnight all.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

PInk

HAHAHAHAHA. I'm Pink. In case you didn't know. Hahahahaha. My song of the week is "Disappearing World" by David Gray.
Here it is.

Slowly the truth is loading
I'm waited down with love
Snow lying deep and even
Strung out and dreaming of

Night falling on the city
Quite something to behold
Don't it just look so pretty
This disappearing world

We're threading hope like fire
Down through the desperate blood
Down through the trailing wire
Into the leafless wood

Night falling on the city
Quite something to behold
Don't it just look so pretty
This disappearing world
This disappearing world

I'll be sticking right there with it
I'll be by your side
Sailing like a silver bullet
Hit 'em 'tween the eyes
Through the smoke and rising water
Cross the great divide
Baby till it feels alright

Night falling on the city
Sparkling red and gold
Don't it just look so pretty
This disappearing world
This disappearing world
This disappearing world
This disappearing world


I don't know what it's supposed to mean, but it's a pretty nice sounding song. I bought David Gray's new CD last night when Josh got home. It's pretty good. I like. hahahaha.


I was editing, then I started song writing about an hour ago, but I stopped because I'm so tired that nothing that I write seems to make sense right now. I don't even know what I'm talking about. hahahaha. Sorry. I must sleep. Actually, I might buy the new Switchfoot CD first. HHAHAHAHA. Then Sleep


Oh the random thoughts running through my brain..................STOP!!!!!! Ahhhhh. Good. They stopped. I really need sleep. At least a couple hours.

Goodnight.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Life in Reversed Reverse.

I wanted to tell you all that Dixlexic Betty has her own blog now, it is http//:tealsharpie.blogspot.com. Go check it out. She promoted it on my blog yesterday, I think, but at a bad time, so I don't think anyone else saw.

Do you ever get the feeling that you need to get out? I just did. For the last two days all I've done is work, come home from work, post on a few blogs, hang around the house for an hour or so, edit, sleep, then start the whole thing over again. I'm not discontent, I just find that it is a rather strange change from what I'm used to. I want to invent wireless electricity, but I have no time, I wanted to buy David Gray's new CD, but I don't know our itunes password, I want to go frolic through the grass, but I'm so tired that I would look like a "recovering" drug addict. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEY!!!!!!! I need to learn how to drive a car so I can get a license, I need to go get a chocolate bar so I won't fall asleep right now, just a second.................................................................... Ok. I need to edit a wedding so that it will be done by Sunday, I need to edit a Youth video so that we can show it on Sunday, I need to do much..........

When it rains it pours, eh?
But the wetter it is, the more fun it is to play Soccer.
That was random.
I wish I was in school.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
You wait all that time wish you could get out, then you get out, and you wish you were back in. How ironic.

There's a bog on fire about twenty minutes away from our house that is on fire, so Vancouver is really smoky and hazy right now. They say it could take weeks to put out, because the bog is essentially made of dozens of feet of peat moss stacked in layers. When the fire gets in there, it can burn underground and is really hard to find, and dangerous if stepped on. It will probably be hazy for a while. No stars. Darn. Walks stink without stars.

Goodnight

By the way, I wasn't grumbling about all the stuff I need to do. If it sounded that way, that's not the way I meant it. Busyness is good, and there must be some reason for it, but it's pretty smokey here and I can't see too well.

Monday, September 12, 2005

well.........

Does anyone want to come with me to see David Crowder in Seattle on Oct. 5? If you don't live on this side of the world, I hear there's cheap tickets. Airplane ones that is. Perhaps you could leave the night before, land in the morning (in Seattle) then we could hang out all day, go to the concert, then you could jump back on a plane, and be back for school the next day. Any takers?

haahahahaha. I was just joking. If only, eh? That would be crazy fun. Crowder will have his new CD out by then, so it will be even better. and David Gray's new CD is coming out tomorrow.

AHHHHH. I miss you guys. The ones from Virginia, from Florida, from Texas (mostly Ricardo, haha, sorry Kara), and the ones from little islands where the sand feels squishy between your toes........... AHHHHHHHH!!!!! I miss you all!!!!!!! If there is one thing that I could possibly dislike about Vancouver, it is that it occasionally feels very removed from the rest of North America. Nothing really wrong with that i guess, but it is odd. HAHA.

I can't wait to see you all again, Lord willing.

well I should sleep for 5:00 is when I will awaken, to start another day.
tonight I had a Guitar Lesson, so I wasn't even home for much more than a couple hours, but tomorrow shouldn't have much on in the evening if anyone feels liek (hahaha, I'm leaving it like that on purpose, sp*) chatting.

You should see the moon in flight
Cutting across the misty night
Softly dancing in some shine
Soft reflections of it's light
Reach me now, reach me now

And how could such a thing
Shine it's light on me
And make everything
Beautiful again

AHHHHHH. Dave. Thanks. Very much. Wonderful song.

Goodnight.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Shampoo

hahaha. I don't know why. I don't really have to use it that much anyway considering my lack of hair. haha. I figured out a way to create wireless electricity today, now I'm going to make a small scale model, to see if it will actually work. Probably will be hard, but it's the most realistic idea I've come up with yet, and I think I could actually do it. Hahahaha. Not likely though. I wish, but (as betty already knows) wishing only works on stars, and it's cloudy tonight.

As for something interesting..........our church was practically full this sunday, and there were a lot of visitors. We did Jesus Thank You, and Enough, both songs which I like very much. I guess that wasn't very interesting. Sorry. hahaha. My life just really isn't that interesting, but I'm content with it (which was sort of what the message was about).

Wow. My writing really stinks tonight. Run-on sentences, fragments, and spelling issues.

Good night.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

I don't have any great ideas

I have no great ideas, only a few mild ones. For example, if I could invent a electromagnetic force strong enough within a confined space, could I actually get the power generated to jump across space, and conduct to some electronic device? Of course that device would have to have some sort of limiting shield, or electronic compressor, otherwise the shock would be too strong and the device would get fried. If I could figure that out, it could become the groundwork for wireless electricity. Not like the lightning bolts generated by previous attempts, but a safe, efficient method for providing power to mobile electronic devices. Imagine a cell phone who's battery never died, because it was always wirelessly attached to a power source. Or a laptop that never died. Or Electronic cars that never needed to be filled up. It would be revolutionary. hahahaha. I'm sorry. I think I'm beginning to bore you all. I've always wanted to invent something. This idea is not my most recent, but certainly one of the best.
I've been told by about ten different people that it will never work, that it's impossible, but two hundred years ago people certainly would not have thought that the computer I'm using right now would ever be possible to create, and that makes things more hopeful. It is probably a side of me that none of you have ever seen, or even heard of, but I have been trying to create things for a long time, and never with any success. From wireless electricity, to small portable gliders (Hee Hee Hee), I've tried out quite a few inventions. The glider was probably the funniest, because I thought of the idea, but had no means to make exactly what I knew I needed to make it work. I tried anyway, however, and came out with a large wing, about ten feet long by four feet wide (which was nothing like how I really wanted it) made out of chunks of wood and plastic. hahaha. I even took it for some test runs off the roof of our house, in which I was convinced that it definitely slowed gravity a bit, but my feet were still rather sore afterwards. hahaha. Things rarely work out, but they work out even less if one never tries them, so I guess I'm going to go on making stuff, and who knows, maybe one day you hear a rumor about some hoser from Canada who just invented wireless electricity (well a new version at least).


Ha. That was a very random post. I really am sorry if you got bored.
But there, you now know of a side of me which very few people know about: My (rarely) Creative Side.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Good fun.
I like to post.
Does anyone else invent?
Or am I the only one?
Cause if I was I would probably be considered a Hoser.

HAHA

"In a bullet proof vest................"

Friday, September 09, 2005

Kung Fu is hard work.

Bruce Lee is pretty impressive. I don't know how he did all his crazy moves. I did some really lame moves tonight, and I'm dead tired. hahahah (take note of this laugh's shortness). OHHHHHHHHHHHH. SNNNNAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok that was my knee cracking. It feels better now. I'm sorry, but I don't think that any of you can ever see the movie though, because I am not super jazzed on it. I'm not sure if I'll even watch it that much. Oh well. It was fun to make at least. HAHA. And I got to fake kick a bunch of people and so on........... Remember the kid who threw that ball at you "More Pink"? I got to kick him (Not out of anger or anything, it was apart of the script........Hee Hee Hee). hahahahahaha. He was one of the bad guy's henchmen. The ones who always run out first and get their butts whipped. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. The whole thing was meant to be really lame and exaggerated so they all had glue on Fu Manchu Mustaches, and it was crazy. I had a Fro (because all the old Kung Fu movies have guy's with Fros.) so I was the only one there who looked sorta normal (depending on your definition of "normal" I guess.).

Well, that's enough about Kung Fu...............yeah...............ok..................dang..........hoser............................................
Today I did nothing else interesting.
Yup. Nothing else.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey.
Hee Hee Hee.
Beans lots of Beans, lots of Beans, Lots of Beans.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


"How infinite is spaaaaaaace,
and Who decides your faaaaaaate?"

thanks chris.

'No parachutes or safety nets here,
Blah blah blah blah.....................
I said hey, I don't want to fall in the middle."

Sorry, didn't know all the words.

Thanks Matt.


Remember, all of you from the E-team, when we were at the Rawling's house putting stickers on everything, and listening to U2? Or actually, I think you were listening to me and Josh singing U2, Bono was a little hard to hear in the background.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Good times.

"Sometimes you can't make it,
Best you can dooooooooo is to fake it,
Sometimes you can't make it on your own."

Thanks Bono, and thanks "the Edge" for the wonderful guitar part on that one.

"All because of You,
AAAAAAAAllllll because of You,
All because of You,
I am,
IIIIIIIII Ammmm!!!!!!!!!!!"

Thanks again Bono.

None of you have heard of David Gray?
I forgive you, I just heard about him yesterday,
But I like his style. Good Mussic. sp*****

Oh yeah, a good night post couldn't be complete without Yellow.

"Look at the stars, see how they shine for you,
and all the things you do, yeah they were all yellow."

ahhhhhh. a walk would be nice.
I realize I;m repeating what I often say, but it's just because it's true.
Walks are wonderful.
But sleep is even more wonderful sometimes, and I think right now is one of those times.

Goodnight tonight and Good morning tomorrow.

Tonight (again)

Ummm....Well, let's see. Josh and I have a promo movie that we have to film and edit for Sunday, and I have Youth. In Youth we're going to be making a crazy Kung Fu mock movie, which is why we watched Bruce Lee's Enter the Dragon last night. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. It was pretty crazy. Mad moves. Action packed. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

It will be an insane evening, and I am immensely thankful that tomorrow is saturday. Do any of you like Kung Fu? HAHAHAHAHA
I think my skills are going to be much improved after tonight. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Has anyone heard of David Grey? He is Welsh. I like his music. He has a bit of an Irish accent. I wish I had an Irish accent.

"Please forgive me, if I act a little strange,
Feels like lightning flowing through my veins........."

thanks Dave.

I want to get his CD.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Beans, Beans, lots of Beans

Is that really what the cow saw? I wonder.

"Everyone loves magical Trevor,
The tricks that he does are ever so clever,
Look at him now disappearing the cow..........."

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nightmares are coming I can feel them.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dang.
Shouldn't have watched it.
EEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, I'm really scared right now. What if magical Trevor jumps out of some hole in the wall and disappears me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THen what if I see bean, beans, lots and lots of beans. I DON'T EVEN LIKE BEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yikes.


I'm going for a walk.

" In a bullet proof vest,
With the windows all closed,
I'll be doing my best,
And Magical Trevor better not show up sooooooooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa

Goodnight all. And good morning when you wake up.

Tonight

Tonight I am planning to eat perogies and bacon for dinner, then watch a Bruce Lee movie while eating some fries. hahahahahahahahaha. Too much eating. hahahahahahahahahahahaha. Ok that is what I wanted to say. I hope I actually get to do all of that. If so, I'll be a happy, and fat, canadian hoser. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Somebody say hi.

Look at the stars.................

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

HAHAHAHAHAHAHa

I was just chatting with Taylor, and I freshly realized something I noticed while you guys were here: Taylor Chew is very funny. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. At first he was all shy, then he was funny. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. He is very funny to IM with. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. There Taylor is this enough? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I told him I was going to post something about him. Ok. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Anybody want to chat tomorrow? Planning is sometimes easier than randomly finding out that somebody is online. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. That is, if the world isn't spinning. Well, it still will be of course, but I just hope it won't be going double time in my head. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Goodnight.

I'm gonna be alright...........I'm gonna be all riiiiiiight..."

HAHAHAHAHA I like that song. hmmmm. ok I'll try to write something interesting. here we go. I tried to go to sleep early last night, but I was dizzy, and sick so I went upstairs and just laid down on the hardwood floor in the bathroom, and just decided that I was going to die, and I might as well be there as anywhere. HAHAHAHAHA. joking. Actually I have really touchy guts, and I get sick really easy so this was nothing new. Well I laid there till about 1:00, then threw up (sorry about the nasty details), then fell asleep (still on the hardwood), then woke up at 4:30, feeling better. I knew I would have to get up for work at five, so I just walked around for a bit, then Josh came down, and off we went. So now after working all day, and only having three and a half ours of sleep last night, I am fairly exhausted. But I find that when I can't sleep, I appreciate it more, and thank God for it more. So even though I only got three and a half hours of sleep last night, that was still more than I deserve, and I am really looking forward to going to sleep tonight and not having to get up at five the next morning. So ED, I am not complaining! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Sickness and weakness are a means of more appreciating the gifts that God bestows on us everyday. So I'm actually thankful for last night, because I think I had a very good day today because of it.

Ok.

Maybe I'll post again later tonight.
Then you'll probably not see it till tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Something interesting

Josh and I just bought a Super 8mm film camera. It is sweet. It looks like it'll work, but we have to find some film for it first.
I love it when you are just about to do nothing all day, then somebody just walks through the door and says,"Wanna go to the thrift store?". Then you find something really sweet that you've been looking for for over a year. I wish it would happen more often.

Yesssssssssss. Hahahahahahahaha. sorry. that was a bit of a wild outbreak of hyperness, which is extremely rare with me.

Have a good day.

Ride some roller coasters.

"And I could write a sooooooooong, a hundred miles looooooong....."

ahhhhhhh.

Wow. I really can't think right now. That isn't an uncommon ailment for me actually, but this morning I'm just feeling unusually dumb. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I wish it was snowing. At least I can think when it snows. Oh well.

I start working tomorrow so I won't be able to post, or email, or chat in the morning, but anytime after 4:00 or so I'll be around, and I'll still try to get one official post up everyday (note:1 post. I'll still comment just as much, for those who were getting excited) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ummm. Wow. I've really done nothing interesting lately. Hahahahahaha. Other than having some people over last night, then going out with my Dad and my Cousin, to songwrite. But even the songwriting wasn't all that, because I was sick, so the old thinker wasn't working its best.

AHhhhhhh. Ok. Thats all I have to say. Hopefully I'll do something interesting today so I can tell you all about it. HAHAHAHA
Good. I spelt everything right. Thats probably cause I didn't use any big words.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Monday, September 05, 2005

Uitzinnig

Go to our website and check out our latest film, it's called Uitzinnig, which is Dutch. For any who do not have the link, here it is.
http://homepage.mac.com/thesczebelfamily/fishfilms
Wow, I didn't forget to put the link on this time.
I want to here your opinions on the film, as well as the acting, which, according to my sister, pretty much stinks.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

enjoi.::'><>

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Guitar pick'n.

I am playing my guitar as I write this post. Well, sort of. It's hard to type and play at the same time. I was going to post last night but I didn't have time so sorry about the wait. I say that because blogs aren't really that interesting if the owner doesn't keep the posts fairly up to date.

Be my Guide, for the road ahead,
And if I feel misled,
You are Just and Good.
I want to trust in You,
And in all I do bring You honor and praise.

How I love You,
Great and Mighty King,
You are Faithful,
Through the ages You never change.

I love that song. But we didn't do it today in church. I just wish that we did. Church was good though, I mixed, and it some people tell me that it didn't sound that bad, so God was merciful, cause if He left me on my own, it would have been pretty sad.

I got home, cleaned house, posted the sermon, oh yeah, tried to post the sermon, except that Macromedia Contribute does not particularly like me, and randomly invents things to go wrong, so I couldn't, but it should be up later today or tomorrow. Josh just went golfing and there must have been some good reason that I didn't go, but at the moment I can't remember it.

It is cloudy here, and cold, it was only getting up to 63 degrees F. That isn't really cold for here, but it just felt cold for some reason. I wish the sun would come out.

You should see the sun in spring,
Coming out after a rain,
Suddenly all is green,
Sunshine on everything,
I can feel it now,
I can feel it now.

And how could such a thing,
Shine it's light on me,
And make everything,
Beautiful again.

I love to quote your songs Dave, thanks.
How hot is it in Florida? Or El Paso? Or Flippin Georgia? Or Flim Flam Manitoba? Or wherever anybody else is?

Josh and I made a new film yesterday. It will probably be up on the website later today or tomorrow. Check it out.
Tell me what you think of my acting. Hee Hee Hee (scary laugh), it was not by choice that I played the part that I did, and it was not an easy role. Creepy, thats what it was. Creepy. Crepey. Hee Hee Hee.

I left one window a little bit down in the Festiva last night and it rained (if it's any consolation Lorraine, you are not the only one), but not too much water came in. In fact hardly any at all.

Ohhhhhh. That's pretty much all I have to say. Nothing of any real importance as usual, just the regular prescribed monologging. Hee Hee Hee (it's catchy).

Ok.

Rubber bands around my wrists,
And sharpie on my finger nail,
Makes me wonder, "where is Chris?"
And millions of other memories sail,
Through my brain at speeds unknown,
And pictures of the past are shown,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Sorry, can't finish it. Too hard. It wasn't good anyway.
Hee Hee Hee Hee. But everythings not lost.......I'm going for a walk.
I wish the stars were out.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

How tides control the seas.....

I don't understand. I also don't understand why people have to make these crazy names that no one can figure out when they post. I like to switch up my name as well, depending on my mood, but I always make it (crossed out) so everybody knows it's me. OK. Who's Ed, and who's Thing 1. To Ed, I have nothing to say. To Thing 1, at least you have good movie taste. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I love the part where the big fat kid whacks the Cat with the baseball bat. I just watched Napoleon Dynamite last night so I guess I don't have good movie taste, but it provided many laughs, and was quite an enjoyable experience. I can't believe I haven't watched Newsies yet, it's been sitting in my room for over a week, I just haven't worked myself up enough to watch it yet. It looks like one of those sleepers, where you want to sleep, but the music is too loud.

Ok that's all I have to say.
I find it funny to post before the last post has been well commented, but since few feel like commenting, and since I don't know where Chris is, I decided to write this very pointless post. Ahhhhh. I didn't go to bed till 2:30 last night, and woke up at 7:30 this morning. I need coffee. I hear they've got an awful lot of it in Brazil.

WHERE ARE YOU CHRIS????

"You should see the stars tonight"

Thanks again Dave.
Except that it is morning now.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Headache

Ow. I have a headache again. I don't really think it ever went away last night, and now has been growing all day long. I helped some cousins move today. I also prayed for snow. But that's about it. I have a very dull life for the moment. Not for long thankfully, because I start to work next week, and then I'll have to get up at 4:30 in the morning, and toil all day (although whoever wrote ecclesiastes thought that it was all vanity), then get home at 3:30 in the afternoon, utterly exhausted with only enough energy to write a good sized post, then slip into slumber, dreaming about waking up at 4:30 the next day. Sounds fun. Well, maybe not, but I never heard that work was supposed to be. Oh i'm tired. And no one told me if you like to take walks at night. How is the weather where you live? Rain? It's raining here. But rain is good. I think that the Floridian's Pastor is here. We stole him for the weekend I guess.

Oh Stink, I left the car windows down and it's raining!!!!!!!! The poor Festiva!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Joke. I wish I could go walking right now. I don't think I've had one interesting thought all day. Does anyone else like to think? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Such a large laugh. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow, but I hope it doesn't involve headaches, or falling down the stairs.

Goodnight.

I love the stars,

"And how could such a thing,
shine it's light on me,
and make everything,
beautiful again."

Thanks Dave.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Sick, Sick, Sick

Well actually I'm not sure. I have a really bad headache, and I think I have a fever because I'm sweating a lot but feeling cold and feeling dizzy even though I'm not moving. :Yeah. Could be a fever. Could be because I rode my bike (because of the horrible laws of Canada refusing to let me drive a car) to a spot where you can see Mt. Baker really clear, and when I got back Josh and Sam and I went to hunt mice (unsuccessfully). By the time we got home I was exhausted, so I went down into the cave and did the two best things to when you have some peace and quiet: I played "Rush of Blood to the Head" on my guitar, and wrote poetry. The former only lasted the length of the song, so for about the last three hours I've been poeting. HAHAHAH. I wrote the longest piece that I've ever written....and it's only about half or three quarters of the way done. It is almost three pages long right now, and just for the heck of it, I didn't brake it up into stanzas, but I might do that later. I was just finishing the second page, when I suddenly felt dizzy and the computer screen started to blur, and there were little black dots swirling around my eyes so I decided to stop writing, and head upstairs to find some Advil. After fifteen minutes of searching, with many clumsy steps and a few times of nearly falling down the stairs, I found the Advil and now I have gone back to writing. HAHAHAHAHA
Dang my head hurts. And the keys are moving around. Swirling. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Yikes. That was scary. Josh is outside taking pictures of himself with his hat on for some reason, and it looks like it's going to snow.










HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I only wish.
But it won't happen. Not till November at least.
Josh is back now. I feel like going for a walk.
Who else likes to go for walks?
Walks are nice in vancouver because the temperature is so nice at night.
And the stars are so bright.
"Look at the stars, see how they shine for you, and all the things you do, they were all yellow."
And when I walk under the street lights, I play back the score from "The Village" in my head.
I love to think. Unfortunately I sometimes prefer it to conversation.
But during the day, in the crazyness of life, I find it hard to clearly think.
So when I walk at night I let myself think.
It is wonderful.
There are very few things as enjoyable to me as a good walk at night (especially in the snow, and even more if it is still snowing), where I can think.
There;.
You all think I'm a freak.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Good fun.
Oh well.
I can't help it.
I just am.
At least I'm not a Phantom.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
But I am dyslexic. (You have no idea how many backward words I've had to change since I've been writing tonight.)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Hee Hee Hee Hee Hee (the scary laugh)

Oh my goodness. I am rambling.

Again.

As always.

I just want you guys to have to go a long way down to get to the comments section.

Get some finger exercise on that mouse hand.

ok
I have nothing else to say.

Except......

Maybe if I finish my soon to be five page long poem, and if it isn't absolute trash, I'll publish it on here.
Goodnight.
And please pray that I don't trip and fall down these stairs.
I'm really dizzy......