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"Come awake, open your eyes,
You were dead, become alive,
Wake up, wake up, open your eyes,
Climb from your grave into the light.
Bring us back to life."

Davy Crowder-Come Awake.

OH, DAVY!!!!!! That's gotta be my song of the hour. YOU WERE DEAD, BECOME ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!! DEAD PEOPLE DON'T JUST DECIDE NOT TO BE DEAD ANY MORE!!!!!!!!! THEY HAVE TO BE AWAKENED!!!!!!!!!!! THEY CAN"T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR CURRENT POSITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............I WAS DEAD IN SIN!!!!!!! AND I COULDN"T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT HE CAME AND LIFTED ME OUT OF THE MIRY CLAY, SET MY FEET UPON THE ROCK, AND NOW I CAN LIVE TO BRING HIM GLORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING ELSE MATTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!!!! NOTHING!!!!!!!!!! NOT THE DUMB TROUBLES AND TRIALS OF LIFE, NOT THE SITUATIONS WE FIND OURSELVES IN EVERY DAY, NOT EVEN DEATH ITSELF, FOR NOW IT IS BUT A BITTER DOOR TO ENTER A MORE GLORIOUS REALM!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!!!! DANG!!!!!!!!! OH WHY DO I CONSTANTLY COMPLAIN AND GRUMBLE??? WHY DO I THINK THINGS SHOULD WORK OUT BETTER, OR ALWAYS TURN OUT THE WAY I WANT THEM TO???? WHY SHOULD I WONDER, OR WORRY ABOUT THE FUTURE????? MY GREATEST NEED HAS ALREADY BEEN MET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW THIS TIME THAT I HAVE LEFT IS FOR HIM, AND HIS GLORY!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA. TO LIVE IS CHRIST. TO DIE IS GAIN. THE ENTIRE EXISTENCE OF MY SOUL IS CENTERED ON HIM!!!!!!!!! IF I LIVE, HE IS TO BE MY OBSESSION, MY GOAL, MY GLORY, AND MY BOAST. AND IF I DIE, HE WILL BE THE ONE THAT I WILL ETERNALLY EXIST TO FURTHER ENJOY, PRAISE, GLORIFY, AND HONOR!!!!!!!! HAHA. HE IS THE REASON WHY I LIVE, AND THE REASON FOR ME TO LIVE. BIG DIFFERENCE THERE. FIRST, HE AWAKENED ME FROM BEING DEAD, AND SECOND, HE NOW IS THE TREASURE, AND GREATEST DELIGHT OF MY SOUL, THE LIVING FOUNTAIN, WHERE I MUST COME TO DRINK. NOT HOPING TO GIVE BACK( INDEED AS IF I EVER COULD), BUT JUST TO RECEIVE, AND RECEIVE, AND RECEIVE SOME MORE, AND THAT BRINGS HIM GLORY, BECAUSE IT SAYS, "LOOK, HERE WAS ONE WHO ONCE SOUGHT AFTER ALL MANNER OF THINGS, HOPING TO SATISFY HIMSELF, AND NOW HE DRINKS FROM THE TRUE FOUNTAIN, THE EVERLASTING CUP OF JOY. HOW DID HE COME TO FIND IT? ONE MIGHT THEN ASK, AND THE ANSWER IS: "HE DIDN'T. HE WAS DEAD. HE COULDN'T EVEN LOOK FOR THE FOUNTAIN, LET ALONE DRINK FROM IT. HE WAS AWAKENED." AND THAT BRINGS GLORY TO CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!! I AM HIS FOREVER!!!! NOT LIFE NOR DEATH NOR ANYTHING, CAN EVER SEPARATE ME. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow. it's crazy how easily something can really affect you. dang. crazy.
well, if I can, I should at least try to go to sleep.

quite an outburst.

but He is worthy of it!!

to proclaim His excellencies in all the earth is the greatest Joy.

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

ok

goodnight.